Friday, December 17, 2010

dear diary 17.12.2010

venue: starbucks bukit tinggi
time: 8.02 p. m

on my way to changed my self for the sake of make a immolation for someone that i love..

i try my best to changed my self...i willing to do anything for her..anything to get back my love..
i have a strong feeling that we will b together again.

i promise my self that i won't make her feel mad, sad, lonely etc..etc because of me..
in a way i broke my promise..i forget about her for a while.. i'm so sorry..
i didn't appreciate my chances..hurmm..

don't blame your feeling..don't ever..they don't tell lie..they always rite..
i have the same feeling as yours.. when it comes when u promise me to call n u don't..
but i kept it myself..i don't want u to get hurt by my words.. coz i do really care of what is your feeling are..
i felt jealous when i saw u post on the other guy page that u guys wanna date or something..
ya i know that we're not together but it hard to say..

i know it was my fault...i tot i perfect..i won't do a mistake..but i don't..

i'm just hope i won't be such a careless next time..
thats alot of hope i put on you..
i don't ask more..just look at me.!!


Tuesday, November 30, 2010



MR kindergarten n arrangement center

view at LIBRARY


view at CAFE

view at MARKET



Sunday, November 28, 2010

dear diary part 1

i have no idea when u gonna read this but soon or later i believe u will read this..
all thing that i wrote here is all about us..wat i have been through with you during happy n sad time no matter wat condition it is..

This love story is no different with another love story. but it is more meaningful because it is full of patterns and colors of our own lives and create the finest

Day frst i know she:
during that time i'm using my friendster to adding she up at frst i saw her profile pic i fall in love with that cute face..

we kenal each other start from first its just normal conversation..then we start move to ym..there we talk more..during that time she is in singapore really near to me..
that time i can't wait to meet she..haaaaaa.. but i shy..i don't dare to make a first step :)

then we move to another step which we exchange our phone number..hurmm thing happenend very fast we kept txtng each other non stop where ever or what ever we do all we share :) but still i don't make a step..haaaaaaa..

then from there i know that u r studying in shah alam..owh that great :) i tot u're singaporean lol.! so its quit dificult for me to meet she coz during that time i'm no longer active back my passport.hurmm than we keep cntct each other.. to make it short our frst meet a.k.a date haaaa this is really interesting.! i think that time i'm doin my intern if i'm not she came to jb..thats really surprise
i didn't expect that we will be bolstering the ring.! :)))

hurmm then we spent time together day n night.. all thing goes smoothly n it never goes wrong..everything we did was fun.! owh ya n its on valentine..n we start build together our relation..until now..

we had been thru everything after many thing comes n go.! bad n sweet memories..
what else should i ask from god.! this is the most blast give for me having she in my life..

from day to day i learn about her..she are my passion.! every single thing about her i want to know..
she is the sweetest person i ever had.. hurmm..

she always with me when i'm in trouble..she never say no when i need u..tq for that..then time past very fast..she finished her studies n go back to her hometown to do your intern pulak.. during that time i was really worried about our relation coz i know since she moving back there its need a big afford for us to build our relation smoothly n strongly..but things happened.! i'm use to it.. we still go on with the flow..

this time the challenge is more tougher.! no matter is it yaaeh.!!we did it.! we prove it that we can overcome it.! no matter wut nothing can stop us..we share everything.! every single detail..about your work, our future, our problem.! everything n that time u njoy your self doing your intern..

me bz with my final year n she always with me..she is always there for me.! i felt like she be besides me all the time..i njoying my final year with alot of good thing happened.! and sometimes i did mengadu dekat die yg i did have some issues with my studies n lectur n lectures..she the one who giving me a moral support.!!!

SEE.!! u done so many thing for me.!

but sun are not always bright.! we still enjoying our life together even in a long distance..i don't aspect much..coz i understood our condition..

we're special..we're not like other couple who are they can meet each other spending time together..but we're different we don't do that..! n why we can still be together.? because we choose that way.! well its hard but not impossible..we did meet each other when we both have time.. i appreciate her time n she did too. so we don't have much isuess on that eventough ots tough..

Hurmm the best part is our convocation is same.. so i really happy that he could make it n came to my convocation.. i don't need flower or what so ever..! its enough to see her that day..i strt getting know her friend n we hangout together.! ya then i n her friends still keep in touch together.. by hangout together with her friend sedikit sebanyak it can disappear kan my rindu towards her..coz i believe she always with us when we are together.! thing are back to normal we having a separate life.. but its doesn't mean that we are not trying to living again i never provoked her to transfer n find a job in kl.! cause i knew it takes alot of thing.!

so day goes by day.! weeks go by weeks.. months go by months.. hurmm
yaeh we almost reach to 3 years relation..n without our willing n out of our control..a strong big structure destroy just like that by a little vibrate from outside the structure..n wow.! that was really disaster...i never hope for it from happened no one does.! but god has determined that us should be until this long period..

but i never believe it.! i will try my best to win her heart back.! i do promise to my self.!i believe with patience i can do this..its just god need to help me..

this will not the end of our love story.. i hope it will have a 2nd chapter..

Just because I’m losing
Doesn’t mean I’m lost
Doesn’t mean I’ll stop

They are turning my head out
To see what I'm all about
Keeping my head down
To see what it feels like now
But I have no doubt
One day the sun will come out

mike idol - semua untuk cinta.DAT

this song remind me of u..:'(

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

what life has teach me..

  • I've learned that we don't have to change friends,If we understand that friends change.

  • I've learned that something that you do in an instant, can give you heartache for life.

  • I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words, it may be that last time you see them.

  • I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

  • I've learned that either you control your attitude, or it controls you.

  • I've learned that my best friend and I , can do anything or nothing and still have a good time.

  • I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you are down, will be the one who helps you get up.

  • I've learned that sometimes when i am angry i have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

  • I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them too, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

  • I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you learned from them, and less to do with how many years you have lived.

  • I've learned that it isin't always enough to be forgiven by others, but sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

  • I've learned that just because two people argue, doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other.

  • I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret, it may change you life forever.

  • I've learned that sometimes the people that you love most in life, are taken from you too soon.

  • I've learned that you can't make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved, and the rest is up to them.

  • I've learned that no matter how much i care, some people just don't care back.

  • I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and just seconds to destroy it.

  • I've learned that it's not what you have in life, but who you have that counts.

  • I've learned that you can keep going, long after you think you can't.

  • I've learned that their are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.

  • I've learned that even when you feel you have no more to give, a friend cries out and you find the strength to help.

  • I've learned that our backgrounds and circumstances may have influenced our lives, but we are responsible for who we become

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Monday, September 6, 2010

keberadaan di rumah

Hurmm...02.32a.m just arrived from s.alam.. sngt penat dngn bawa barang yg bnyk dan berat ;( kuih raya bagai..huhuhu..but than tetap rasa happy sngt sbb dpt balik rumah b'coz it has been long time x balik rumah since strt new shows how bz i am as a design ye jela bz~~

Pelbagai pengalaman manis selesai ku tempuhi sepanjang bulan ramdhan yg penoh bermakna ini bersama2 kwn di s.alam.. thx guys for cheering my life ;)) so aftr this our plan is goin for open house aite ^_*

So bila dah sampai rumah teros baring atas katil waaaaaaaaaaa rindu nye katil ku..!! ;) lihat ikan2 ku walaupon hampa bnyk yg dah mati tp yg tinggal semua dah makin besar..hehhehe happy jugak..! then pergi dapur lagi terkejot bile nmpk mee rebus n murtabak..hahahhaha nyummy..! teros melantak dulu di dapur smpi kenyang.. pastu baru strt berkarya ;p
well i can't wait for tommorow tok berjumpa dngn anak buahku yg baru lahir..!! ''qayyum'' hehhehehhe glr excited nak main ngn die sbb blom pernah jmpa live lagi ;) mama kata die semakin debab.. kepada SURAYA NAJIHAH.. nanti aku upload gmbr die ok...hehhehhe..

Oklah i thinks that all for now will b continued soon. RAYA edition.. nak pergi bersiap untuk tidur since badan sngt penat nih dodok dlm bus..hehhee.. nyte.. xoxo..

Friday, August 27, 2010

benjamin button

Benjamin Button: [Voice over; letter to his daughter] For what it's worth: it's never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

What is a friend?

In everyone's life, at some time, our inner fire goes out. It is then burst into flame by an encounter with another human being. We should all be thankful for those people who rekindle the inner spirit. ~Albert Schweitzer


Friday, July 9, 2010

my ART work during my diploma

  • my first year dip. : design for tony hawks personal space..

  • 2nd year dip. : plana design

  • 3rd year dip. : designing theme restaurant : Chinese

  • 4th year: designing hotel