Friday, December 17, 2010

dear diary 17.12.2010

venue: starbucks bukit tinggi
time: 8.02 p. m

on my way to changed my self for the sake of make a immolation for someone that i love..

i try my best to changed my self...i willing to do anything for her..anything to get back my love..
i have a strong feeling that we will b together again.

i promise my self that i won't make her feel mad, sad, lonely etc..etc because of me..
in a way i broke my promise..i forget about her for a while.. i'm so sorry..
i didn't appreciate my chances..hurmm..

don't blame your feeling..don't ever..they don't tell lie..they always rite..
i have the same feeling as yours.. when it comes when u promise me to call n u don't..
but i kept it myself..i don't want u to get hurt by my words.. coz i do really care of what is your feeling are..
i felt jealous when i saw u post on the other guy page that u guys wanna date or something..
ya i know that we're not together but it hard to say..

i know it was my fault...i tot i perfect..i won't do a mistake..but i don't..

i'm just hope i won't be such a careless next time..
thats alot of hope i put on you..
i don't ask more..just look at me.!!

I CHANGED MY SELF FOR U...!
I DON'T MIND TO BE A DIFFERENT PERSON AND BE A MR PERFECT FOR U..
I PUT MY EGO FAR AWAY FOR THE SAKE OF WINNING YOUR HEART BACK..
JUST PLZZ REALIZE IT..